not being 19 anymore

let me begin by articulating my emotions in a meme the world could be ending and i would still write a post on growing one year older. i did it when i was 16, 17, 18 and now i'm doing it as a 19 y/o. soon to be 20. like, literally, i'm turning 20 tomorrow.…

bye 2018, you sucked lmao

Okay. Okay, listen. I know I'm supposed to be really happy and positive in this kind of a post but I'm ending my year with my skin covered in red rashes, throat constricting bc my immunity system hates me and my fevered, delirious brain conjuring up dreams of a psycho child who's killing people and…

my obsession with documentation, i guess

time running out scares me.  ironic, because i'm really intensely good at procrastinating- or maybe because of it? i don't know.  growing up makes me feel like i'm running out of time- which i am, but not in a "lol i'm going to die soon" way, more in a... "i'm only seventeen once and that's…

i am a hot mess so hear me rant about how tired i am+ ask me questions+ hamilton!

I thought I would never become the person who writes in lowercase incorrectly but here we are. It's somehow aesthetic, okay? It's not the laziness. *Coughs* For once. So, hi. How are we all doing? I'm just smiling through the pain here while I mentally javelin myself into a trashcan and stay there. If you…

An Evening Out In Pictures [2.9.18]

Last weekend, I had one of those random, out of the blue moments where I impulsively decided that I needed to get out of the house and go look at some trees. As one does. So, I hit up a friend and we went to this gorgeous park in her neighborhood which is brimming with…

12th grade, rainbow bookshelf, OneRepublic tickets(!!) // A Life Update

Hi, you 'lil smol child, and yes, I'm alive. I haven't posted in almost a month because (no excuses) I'm #lazy. Sorry about that. I hate myself too. But I'm back in full swing and all I want to do now is write and write and write so I'll be releasing a torrent of posts at…

bookish pet peeves, ridiculous rants, how do you school again // A Life Update

Yes, I'm actually doing a life update. Kinda surprised myself since discovering I actually have a life (ayyyy). Anyway, I'm getting a teensy bit more personal on my blog, hoping that Life Updates won't be boring because- besides no one actually caring about them- it makes me feel like my life is a bit more…